Hearts too big for just one love, bursting always, fizzling. The kind one who never left my side, visited me in washed out hospital rooms, said goodbye and cried when I drove to New York/The dirty blonde haired man that was wearing the stooges shirt when we first met, who kept me company when I was in my early months of getting sober, who took a bus at midnight from New York to spend his weekend with me, eating food, chain smoking and making love/The big eyed child like hearted one who made me laugh, sung me songs, comforted each other when the anxiety was too much to deal with, made me realize things about myself that I would have never seen before. These three stick out the most, they make me long for certain things in the world, they make me long for more nights with them, doing the right things, instead of the wrong ones.

Hearts too big for just one love, bursting always, fizzling. The kind one who never left my side, visited me in washed out hospital rooms, said goodbye and cried when I drove to New York/The dirty blonde haired man that was wearing the stooges shirt when we first met, who kept me company when I was in my early months of getting sober, who took a bus at midnight from New York to spend his weekend with me, eating food, chain smoking and making love/The big eyed child like hearted one who made me laugh, sung me songs, comforted each other when the anxiety was too much to deal with, made me realize things about myself that I would have never seen before. These three stick out the most, they make me long for certain things in the world, they make me long for more nights with them, doing the right things, instead of the wrong ones.